i kind of

hate hawaii right now.

is that even allowed?

lusting after.

this.

it smells soooo good.

trust me.

aching.

i can't decide which i want more.
this polar bear
or this adorable little blonde boy.

let's be honest.
how on earth would i take care of a polar bear?

or an adorable little boy...

endings.

i feel like after this year i really understand the proverb

"all good things must come to an end"

i have been involved in so many good things,
especially this last year
[london. gmsa. violin. musa. research assisting. family vacas. byu. words with friends. marketing specialist. old academy. grad school appl. grandpa. new friends. library. twitter.]

but ive watched as many of those things have ended.
and i know that many more are going to end. very soon.
whether i'm ready or not.
so here's to new beginnings. and to the unknown.

new town.
new job.
new lifestyle.

new boys.
new school.
new friends.
new scene.
new life.

grateful for the past. ready for the future.

skyrise

once upon a time i thought i might like to be a lawyer.

i'm logical, i'm persuasive, i love pencil skirts and arguing...

then i took business law.

and my dreams changed into a tearful prayer to pass the class...

corporate life-here i come.

wizarding world.

can you believe it?

my lifelong dream is coming true!!!!

i.cannot.wait.

love

if this isn't perfection

i don't know what is

someday

someday i'll do fashion marketing

someday i'll have the cutest little kids of my own

someday i'll live somewhere like this and love it

someday i'll shop at anthropologie till i drop

someday i'll have a husband who'll love doing things like this

someday i will fly a kite in front of my beach house

someday i will take my kids to the happiest place on earth

someday i will get this kiss

and give this kiss

isn't it nice knowing we have a forever of somedays?