Monday, February 28, 2011


this is why i say things i do not mean
and why i dont say things i do mean.
all the sarcasm
all the cutting remarks
all the sass..

its all because the world is too strong sometimes.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

late, but stillcool

remember this happyday? on valentines day the shop opened, and my dreams came true.
some people have said they were disappointed.
i love it all.
the personality and detail is unbelievable.

but with its passing, whats my new excuse?

Saturday, February 26, 2011

business degree

head on my shoulder she sighed and said

there ain't nothin i swear man that i don't do
been juggling, struggling, closing big deals
dancing backwards in high heels
just when it feels like i can't make it through
she said it sure is nice to just be the woman with you

she said the girl i was with the business degree probably wouldn't recognize me
i was going around the bank
i was going to run them out
now all i want to run is a bubble bath
back then you know i had this plan
before all of this reality set in
here comes life boy ready or not
hey i wanted it all and thats what i got

just when it feels like i can't make it through
she said it sure is nice to just be the woman with you

[k.chesney. i'm officially obsessed with country]

Friday, February 25, 2011


if i ever get kidnapped.

call him.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

december glitter

i changed my screen saver to pictures of the robinsons at christmas.
its amazing that everytime my computer starts to fall alseep
those pictures come on and
change my entire day.

i see the brother who's traded me in for the sun and i miss him like crazy
i see the sister whose gchats make me so much better
i see the little babies who remind me of the important things
i see dads sacrificing
i see moms loving
i see cousins hugging
all of this, with the glitter of december puts a smile on my face


Tuesday, February 22, 2011

baby einstein.

all I know is that you're so nice
you're the nicest thing i've seen
i wish that we could give it a go
see if we could be something

i wish i was your favorite girl
i wish you thought i was the reason you are in the world
i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
i wish the way that i dressed was your favorite kind of style

i wish you couldn't figure me out
but you always wanna know what i was about
i wish you'd hold my hand
when I was upset
i wish you'd never forget
the look on my face when we first met

basically, i wish that you loved me
i wish that you needed me

i wish that without me your heart would break
i wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
i wish that without me you couldn't eat
i wish i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep


martha stewart came over to help me bake cookies.
instead we ate a sleeve of oreos.
just what i needed.

[and he matched the oreos- what a best. best friend]

Monday, February 21, 2011

taking initiatives.

i may not be exactly sure of what i want right now,
but at least i'm trying.
that's got to count for something, right?
wrong. [apparently]
i'm trying to get my priorities straight.

i'm trying to figure out what i honestly don't want,
and i'm going to let it go.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

not a love number

you're a lover
i'm a runner

Monday, February 14, 2011

love day [7]

"never love anybody who treats you like you're ordinary"
[oscar wilde couldn't have said it better]

i love m&ms
i love my family
i love cheering on my jazz
i love music
i love trying new things
i love fashion
i love traveling the world
i love making plans
i love niece and nephew kisses
i love tv
i love saltines
i love window shopping
[i love wallet shopping]
i love pretty pictures
i love meeting new people
i love challenging myself
i love feeling good about myself
i love to sing in the car
i love voice texting
i love true friends
i love memories that make me smile
i love this life.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

love story [6]

once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl,
and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering
[nicole krauss. history of love.]

Saturday, February 12, 2011

love movie [5]

You can't live your life for other people
You've got to do what's right for you,
even if it hurts some people you love
[the notebook]

Friday, February 11, 2011

love quote [4]

oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling
safe with a person,
having neither to weigh thoughts,
nor measure words, but pouring them
all right out, just as they are,
chaff and grain together,
certain that a faithful hand will take

and sift them
keep what is worth keeping,
and with the breath of kindness

blow the rest away.

[george eliot]

Thursday, February 10, 2011

love song [3]

i don't mind your odd behavior
it's the very thing I love
if you were an ice cream flavor
you would be my favorite one

my imagination sees you
like a painting by van gogh
starry nights and bright sunflowers

follow you where you may go

oh, I've loved you from the start
in every single way
and more each passing day
you are brighter than the stars
believe me when I say
It's not about your scars
It's all about your heart

you're a butterfly held captive
small and safe in your cocoon

go on you can take your time

time is said to heal all wounds

like a lock without a key

like a mystery without a clue

there is no me if i cannot have you

[mindy gledhill]

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

love letter [2]

my dearest friend,

should I draw you the picture of my heart,
it would be what I hope you still would love;
though it contained nothing new,
the early possession you obtained there,
and the absolute power you have ever maintained over it,
leaves not the smallest space unoccupied.

i look back to the early days of our acquaintance and Friendship,
as to the days of love and Innocence,
and with an indescribable pleasure
I have seen near a score of years roll over our heads,
with an affection heightened and improved by time --

nor have the dreary years of absence in the smallest degree
effaced from my mind the image of the dear untitled man
to whom I gave my heart.

[letter from Abigail Adams to her husband John Adams
while he was serving in the Revolutionary War]

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

love poem [1]

i carry your heart with me
i carry it in my heart

i am never without it
anywhere i go
you go

Here is the deepest secret that nobody knows
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart

i carry it in my heart
my dear

and whatever is done by only me
is your doing my darling

i fear no fate
for you are my fate
my sweet

i want no world for beautiful,
you are my world


conversation hearts.

on thursday it will have officially been a month since i last posted.
this was to punish delta for not letting me go to phoenix.*

so, as far as an update....
i painted my fingernails pink last night to convince spring to hurry up.
now i'm crossing those fingers

literally this exact moment i just realized my nails are also pink for valentines day!!!
valentines day.
valentines day.
valentines day.

i love it.
i'm so excited for this entire week!! everyone is on their best behavior-with their secret surprises of love. and we get to eat as much candy as we can. [the sugary, pink and red kind].... oh em gee.

so to show my love for valentines day i'm going to
B. find a love poem i love everyday

*[not true. my busy schedule is to blame.]